Scholastically speaking

Pain pain pain pain pain pain chest pain augh. :(

I am starting to wonder if I've got bronchitis.

Thesis + lab + more lab + class + presentation + poster for thesis + job = ???

NO PROFIT

I am worrying so much about everything, Sendai included. Made my donation at CUJA yesterday. It's going to get better - but how long will it take?

Therefore, Iams

I think I have a lot of ideas in my head. I think I do.

While there's the old adage "I think therefore I am," perhaps it is more aptly put, "I think, therefore at least I am not "am not."

Since when has just thinking made you anyone, anyway?

There's nothing interesting on this end.

I don't know why you keep checking.

...Or did you think it was like the light that goes off (or does it?) when you shut the refrigerator door?

Okay, so...

I'd really like to be asleep right now.

KTHNX BAI.

The Dog (Cat) Days of Summer

Being lazy is just about both my favourite and least favourite pasttime at the moment.

It's supposed to be relaxing, isn't it? Well, for some strange reason I keep having the most bizarre nightmares and dreams - anxiety dreams about the family, or school, or exams, or creepy half-parrot half-lizard lecherous flying things. (I told you it was weird!)

Whenever I'm in my dream, I can always tell that something isn't quite right, and often am able to realize I'm dreaming. Despite that fact, I never seem to be able to control anything - not even myself. I watch my feet move as if from third-perspective, seeing myself approach the dangers lurking in the shadows at impossible-seeming slow motion.

Ah well. I guess I simply haven't been keeping my brain busy enough!

Over the next few days I'm going to be making yet another costume. This time it's Ten-Ten from Naruto but in a special variant costume. It should be interesting, to say the least. I won't scar your brains with the imagery. There's no hope left for me, but mayhaps you can escape with your sanity, hmm?

Maybe a little ironic?

You are Judgement

Happiness, Content, Joy.

Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward.

With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change.

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Blank slate

I want the colour to come back into the world.